the girl who tries to forget the sad.
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A teenager who found out she had blood problems in her brain (the AVM). What she was able to do in the past are all restricted now. She is constantly stuck a dark cage, with no freedom. Yet, she would try and be happy every moment, to fulfill her motto, carpe diem.all your fault, hormones.
From last summer till now, I noticed that I cried A LOT, no kidding. And all of this is because of the stupid thing with my body, my fucking head. Well, I think I would not cry as much if I was not going through my “teenage years”, facing changes, facing HORMONES. I hate the fact how I am sad of so many things, making everything such a big deal. Why am I stuck with such a situation in life? With being ill, being life-threatened, being restricted in every piece of shit. Why can’t I just raise my middle finger up and just say “FUCK YOU” to life?
life, is a serious joke. Sometimes I would lie down, look at the sky, and ponder. Ponder, about life. Think why, are we humans created? What is the purpose? Some people born and the next second they might already need to face death. Is it all about the process, upon how many challenges you take; what fears you would face? or what?
