the girl who tries to forget the sad.
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A teenager who found out she had blood problems in her brain (the AVM). What she was able to do in the past are all restricted now. She is constantly stuck a dark cage, with no freedom. Yet, she would try and be happy every moment, to fulfill her motto, carpe diem.all your fault, hormones.
From last summer till now, I noticed that I cried A LOT, no kidding. And all of this is because of the stupid thing with my body, my fucking head. Well, I think I would not cry as much if I was not going through my “teenage years”, facing changes, facing HORMONES. I hate the fact how I am sad of so many things, making everything such a big deal. Why am I stuck with such a situation in life? With being ill, being life-threatened, being restricted in every piece of shit. Why can’t I just raise my middle finger up and just say “FUCK YOU” to life?
